发泄

心里闷得发慌，不是因为太无聊，也不是因为实习来到了尾声所以舍不得我那既是天使既是魔王的学生

心里闷的发慌中最大的原因是最近我的hometown发生了几件事情，让我觉得人生无常

朋友的弟弟车祸·，头部受伤，很严重，还好现在度过了安全期

另一个虽然不是很认识，不过还是知道他是谁，在邻国车祸逝世，留下了刚满月不久的孩子和亲爱的家人

我一直在想换作新闻里的那个人是我身边的人，我会怎样？

往往被留下的，注定会伤心，还要默默的收拾残局，承受失去的滋味

我们永远不知道接下来会发生什么事，唯有活在当下！

请珍惜身边人，尤其是爱你多过爱自己的人！

a short update

I am searching for nice bed sheet printed with 牛牛 design for a long time

Last few days, finally I found it! It's so damn cute and even the cashier have the same opinion too

It's so lovely ❤��




Oh ya, done my Bina Insan Guru yesterday.
We choose to draw mural.
Here it's the outcome.

short updates

happy holidays to those maktab-ians

although my holidays full of assignments

but still very to have holidays

i can stay at my own place which i belong to

i can eat what i want

i can sleep as much as i want

and the best thing is have wifi in my house

i dont need to worry about the speed and my usage of broaband

plus, i have my lovely family and boyfriend besides me

i can go out anytime as i dont have access control in my house

oh, friends i do really love my holidays

in this holidays i have lots of stuff need to be done

1st, need to help my dad to calculate his income tax
2nd, need to babysit my sister
3rd, watching dramas in my hardisk

and so on

see, my holidays enrich with many things

BTW, have a good news in my family i want to share with you people

my bro gets his STPM with flying colours

 congrats to him

got to stop here

bye~

december

halo December, it means my holidays just left 1 month
I know time flies, and 2012 just around the corner
will the world coming to an end?
I don't exactly care about it, why?
because I believe
"Live Each Day Fully, Live for Today and Make Today Count."

blah blah blah...
nothing else to write anymore at here
just stop here then

xoxo

oh-my-gosh

Finally I've changed my layout

It's a tough task as I'm a noobie of this kind of stuff, lolx

I need to learn step by step and it may takes longer time than others

Anyway, I still manage to change it, right? ahaha...

Usually, people using few hours to complete it but I took almost 2 days to done it! fml

I'm here just want to mark down that I am successfully changed my layout!!!


oh yea, do me a favor please. help me to click the advertisement ya, thanks y'll 

time flies

Time flies...

It's end of the month

I'm having a hectic life since school re-opened

unbelievable...

October is coming soon...

blah blah blah

stay tune

will be update my blog after done my stuff

Bye

我是一只小小鸟

我是一只小小小小鸟

想要无限自由

我是一只小小小小鸟

难怪没有地位

我是一只小小小小鸟

一直被人忽视

我是一只小小小小鸟

一直没有权力

我真的很小很小很小

小到大家都忘了我

我羡慕

水里的鱼儿可以自由自在地

我羡慕

大家可以选择自己爱做的事

我这只小小小小鸟

对生活拥有了太多的抱怨

小小鸟难道就不可以拥有自由吗？

*纯粹发泄

the life without you is bored

i miss you so much

4月5日

今天算是我最倒霉的一天

把车驾来宿舍不到两天就发生事情了

真的是FMAH

真的是TMD

要割草都没有放通知布条

我一定会F他F到够够力

车镜碎成这样

当下的第一个反应就是傻掉

然后直奔房间拿起电话就打给大肥了

还好他有亲戚是做这行的

所以价钱还算的过去

接下来就和roomate冒险地驾回家去

半小时的路程竟然用了1小时才到

一路上真的是惊险连连

就连lorry都嫌弃我驾得慢(50 km/j而已)

加上只要我稍微加速一点点

窗口就噼噼啪啪地要掉下来了

中间还掉了一小片的玻璃碎在我的脚上

弄到我和stephy都很紧张

她的手心还冒汗

真的是还好有她陪

不然我也不懂该怎么办

我也不懂要怎样开窗还过路费

驾到车行

大脑神经才慢慢放松下来

还好最后一切都解决了

爸爸也没有说什么

还帮我还了修理费

真的是爸爸万岁!!!

这样美好的下午就这样过去了

回到宿舍都已经八点多了

奉劝各位真的要小心驾驶和parking

希望一切真的能够破财挡灾
阿弥陀佛!!!1

blah blah blah

I can't breath smoothly...
I am very stress though I owned everything
I just want to burst into tears, so that I can release all my pent-up emotions
I want freedom , yet its tough

I know, I should appreciate that I still have all of these and still alive compared to residents of Japan who were lost their family, home and life.
I shouldn't complaint but I'm just a normal human who needs to release my own feeling


All the bad emotions occur after watching 'Black Swan'
hmmm...Its not me
Jee Ming Hoi is an optimistic girl
Hopefully I can get well soon...

Last but not least
Let's us pray for Japan and Yun Nam
mourn for 1 minute

That's all for tonight
Good night♥

突破

我突破了我自己的记录
已经有两个星期没回家了（住在远方的朋友不要骂我）
为了能够准时的交上我的课业
我毅然决定不回家，留在宿舍赶课业
因为我了解我自己
在家里诱惑多，肯定不能专心

其实我想说的是
我想家了(朋友们，不要鸟我)
我想的是家里的一切
我想妈妈，爸爸，我的黄金
当然还有我的大肥

体验了宿舍生活
更让我想念妈妈的菜
感觉很久没有和老妈八卦了

大肥一直说我忘记Golden，不要Golden了
其实我懂他的意思的
他是要把我骗回家
我懂...
你想我
我何尝不是呢？

记录完毕
晚安和早安♥

最终

最终你说出了收在你心中已久的话
你说你的心是痛的
那我何尝不是？
听的人的痛不会输给说的人...
我很介意，真的很介意...
不管你说了多少次的对不起，我还是不能释怀

希望以后不会再发生同样的事情

I am sick like a dog

Yea, I'm sick as a dog

Last few days, I was suffered from fever and throat sore
And the most lucky was Heng brought me to see a doctor.
I really appreciate that what you have done for me.
It was about 10pm and almost all the clinics in the town was closed, luckily we still can find a 24 hours clinic at Sungai Rambai.
Thanks God.
Before went to clinic, I've eat some panadolssss but still my temperature is 37.4 degrees centigrade. FML.

Although I ate the medicine, my throat sore still not recover yet.
It was so PAINFUL mannnn.....
I can't stand for it anymore, somebody just kill me please~
Besides from this, I have an ulcer inside my tongue and this made me hard to eat even drink some more
Really is WALAO EH

Well, wish me luck to recover soon....
Good night, peeps...love you <3

blah blah blah

finally it comes to the last paper which means my HOLIDAY is coming soon....*hooray*
everyone is countdown their holidays, me too...i hope that the time can move fast forward so that i can enjoy my sweet holidays with my family, Golden and Mr. Goh.

what do you understand about economy?
very susah is it? well, this one of the subject which i need to answer. what to do? i still have to face it again after my STPM and the worst is i almost forgot the syllabus and I'm not really understand it. GOSH~ anyone wants to help me?

for me, i really dislike exam because I'm the type of people can't hafal or sit at a place for such a long time to do my revision...i think friends at here will agree with me because we are the same...hiak hiak
i can spend my whole day time just for surfing internet or faceboook although the exam is around the corner....FML

ok, finish blahhhh
back to my facebook ( haha, not the materials)

good night, people
and wish u all have a sweet sweet dream *cheers*